Changable Destitation

WRITER : M. ZIEN HAFIDZ

CHANGEABLE DESTINATION

A  month more, i would graduate my vocational school. It was confusing me. I still wavered whether  i continued my study in Malang or Surabaya. And it was also thought by my friends. Like others day, i went to school with my friends. I left home around 06.00 am. On the way, i met friends who were in different school and i made greeting to them. At 06.35 am, i came in my school. I directly met and gathered with my friends. Separately, i tried to talk with my classmate who named Pebri.

“Peb, what do you plan after graduating your school?” I asked

“I think  i will continue my study in Malang.” He said

“Oo, that’s good.”

“What about you?” He asked me

“About me? I’m so sorry. I’m still confused whether i take my study in Malang or Surabaya.” I answered.

The bel was ringing, it was the time to enter the class. In the class, i also consulted with among of my friends about my problem. At that time, i had a view to continue my study in Malang. After finishing my class, i went to the warnet to look for the information when SNMPTN would open. But, the one problem was coming at that time. Actually there were two categories namely education and technique.

A week later, i met my close friend who named Afifah. I told all of my problems to her and he gave me a good suggestion. She suggested that i had to take education because the next it would be useful. She also had reason if i took a technique it would be difficult for me because the schedule was so busy.

After i got my view, i visited Pebri’s Home to discuss SNMPTN Registration. There, i met my friend Deden. Then, we discussed together what we must complete to register in SNMPTN because it would open in the middle of June. I still remembered the date when i came to Malang for the first time exactly on June 19^th, 2009. And i got a ride with Afifah that time. There, we missed the way and we got traffic ticket from the police. We had made the fault because we broke through in same direction. Then, my friend Pebri had idea because of this problem. He asked to the police to take us at UIN Malang where it was the place for registration SNMPTN. And i did not guess the police wanted to take us to that place. After coming there, we directly registered and gave the regulations to the committee.

While we were going home from UIN, Deden invited us to enjoy the town of Malang. I thought it was a amazing chance. Besides, i never knew about Malang and surroundings. The one direction which we would visit was Malang Town Square. It was not Matos as you guessed, but it was the real town square of Malang. After passing partly of Malang town, we decided to go home and we came in home at 07.00 pm.

In the first of July, i was getting SNMPTN Examination. My place for examination was separated with my friends ( Pebri, Deden, and Afifah). During the examination, i could do the questions well. But, i was not sure those had been true or false. I only prayed to God about my examination.  

The first of August, announcement for SNMPTN Examination opened. I went to the warnet to get information. When i typed my examination number, manifestly i passed the examination.

Unfortunately, i was received but it was not appropriate with my choice. I was shocked at that time. Yet, i had to think positively what i did after getting this complication. In afternoon, i gathered with my friends. We met in our school.

“Peb, what about your announcement?” I asked

“wonderful brother. I thought i failed the exam.” He said

“Luckyly, i passed my examination.” Afifah said

“That is good.” I wondered

“and you?” They asked

“Yes, i passed my exam. But my major was not appropriate with my choice. It’s so complicated friends.” I answered

At different time, i met afifah to talk about my SNMPTN. She suggested that i had to take the major which it had passed. I said to her that i would not take that major because i disliked it. And she also had reason that it was a special chance. He told me that i might not pass the exam if i took SNMPTN again. It also made me hesitant about my choice. But, i had had decision not to take my major that it was not choice of my deepest heart.

I was alone. I did not know what to do. I thought if i did not continue my study, it made my education during i took would not be useful. I consulted my problem to my parents. They just said they would allow whatever my choice was. And i was getting confused because of it. After thinking deeply, i got certainty that i would continue my study next year. And it meant i should have activity for a year.

Maybe at that time, my friends were busy to take care of their study. Afifah continued her study in Malang. Pebri and Deden continued their study in Surabaya. Afifah actually wanted me to continue my study in Malang. She wanted it because she would have a friend who had known her before and also became close friend. But, it was imposible for me because my major was not appropriate with my choice. I said to her that the distance would not block our friendship.

Here, i thought my struggle began. I asked and shared to my family what to do during a year. Some of them suggested that i had to take course. Then, i look for the information on internet and by people. In Kediri, there was a english village exactly in Pare. In the end of October, i came there and i looked for the boarding house. Almost an hour i looked for it, finally i found the boarding house that there was place for a dweller more. There, i got friends who came from many regions. I thought there was a different ambience which it made me spirit running my life. I had a roommate who named Bakar. We took  the same course so that we could study together anytime.

At course, my friends had many backgrounds, there was a student of university, employee, teacher and so on. And it convinced me that we had to study anything that it might change our life for the next. If i had spare time, i usually went to somewhere with my boarding house’s friends to refresh our mind. We did it because we had a full schedule everyday. But, it was so pleasing for me.

The togetherness among of the dwellers of boarding house were so chummy. We usually played futsal twice a week. In boarding house, there was a activity which it was called study club. Here, we usually made discussion among of dwellers. Maybe, i could call it as presentation.

I had been there for six months. And my course was done. I would go home because i had to prepare my study to continue at university. I thought that if i just got knowledge from Pare, it was not enough for me. There would be hard rivalry next in my life. Besides, i had had decision when i did not take my major last year, i would continue my study next year and it meant this year. During at home, i tried to breed gurami fish and farm star fruit. Because i had no activity at home that it connected about study, it made me bored. I spent my days to cope those activities. I felt so busy in doing my activities. Because of it, i ever forgot about my purpose namely continuing my study.

I began reducing my activities and tried to focus on my study. I started studying the lesson that i might get in examination. If i had difficulty, i asked to my friends. I felt lazy studying alone, but i had to force my self to do it. I was thingking at that time how to solve my problem so that i had idea. My idea was if i was on laziness, i would do my activities that i had done before. But, it did not mean that i prioritised my activities more than my study.

When i had spare time, i visited Pebri’s home. I thought he was different more  than before. It could be known from his appearance, how the way he spoke and so on. When we talked together, he said that studying at university was so amazing. And he also said that it would make us thinking deeply about everything. While he was saying it, my intention became on fire. But, he told me that studing at university had many defiance. Those were not only studying hardly, but also avoiding bad intercourse and we could cope it if we had a basic in our life.

Advices from Pebri realized me that to reach our aim was not easy. It depended on our struggle. He also told me that at university we might not wait the expalanation from the lecturer, but we were forced to study first before being explained. Because of getting the dark, I permitted to go home.

When I was in home, I told my mother that I would continue my study in Malang and I had contacted my friend. At that time, I thought my mother was shocked.

“ Fid, actually I permit you studying in Malang, but if you continue your study in Malang, who will help me and handle the activities?” my mother said.

After thinking a minutes

Then i said to my mother” Yes, I think you are all right, and if I continue my study there, no one will help you.”

“ But if you continue around here, I will permit you absolutely!” my mother said.

Really, actually I felt disappointed the answer from my mother. Besides, it had been my dream studying there. But, I had to think positively. And I was just sure that what my mother had said would be useful specially for me. I still remembered It spent long tome to receive the advices from my mother.

I ever thought that I would stop my study. I did it because my mind was blank. If I did not continue my study in Malang, it meant I stopped my study.

Because I canceled to study in Malang, so I wanted to elect the college in my town. There were so many college in my town and it made me getting confused to elect them. I thought I had to take education. There were two choices namely STKIP PGRI and STAIN. At STKIP, I would have time more spare time because I would get class in afternoon. But, the disadvantage was I would be idle in the morning and I guessed it would be boring. If at STAIN, I would have full time in studying and I thought it woud be pleasing. So, my decision was at STAIN to continue my study.

I tried to look for information about STAIN. I looked for information when the registration would open and also what I need in regulations. Because I was graduated last year at that time, I was asked to look for SKCK to the headquartes about my behavior. At STAIN, I planned to choose english education. I chose it because I had known about english although it was just little. The first, I ever planned to choose Arabic. But, I canceled it because I never learned Arabic and also I had no background before.

When the registration was opening, I registered by my self. Here, I joined SPMB program. After finishing my registration, I took a walk around campus. While walking to canteen, I met my friend when I was on elementary school. His name was Udin. We were surprised cause we never met each other for long time.

“ Hi, what’s up friend?” I said

“ I’m OK brother. Why are u here?” Udin Said

“ You don’t know why I’m here. I will tell you that I will be the student of this colllege friend.” I said while smiling.

“ Really, it sounds great brother.” Udin answered

“ Wish me luck brother”. I said

“ Of course, and good luck for you!. He said

“ thank you friend.” I said

Then we leaved each other.

It was Tuesday, i had SPMB examination. I only wished that I could do the examination well. At 08.00 am, I was on class doing the exam. I thought the questions were not so difficult and I could finish all of the questions. I had done the exam and the announcement would be announced a week later. So, I only could wait and wait.

The time that I was waiting had come. At 11.00 am, I came in campus. The situation was very crowded. The people gathered in board announcement and it disturbed me to look for my name. so, I sat under the tree and waited the situation quiet. I just wished I could pass the exam. After the situation was getting calm, then I tried to look for my name. a seconds later, finally I found my name and it meant I passed my exam.

I was so glad because I could pass the exam and would learn at STAIN. The first day while I was getting a class, I introduced my self to one another. I thought I got many friends who had pleasing characters. Then we talked about address, our background and so on.

When I was joining a grammar subject, the lecturer told that we had to think more different than Senior High School because we were in education place that had level as equal as university. Studying at College was not only signing attendance and presenting paper, but  also having skills. But, it was impossible to be reached without having hard effort. That was amazing day for me. My lecturer gave advice that it was very worth.

Day after day I passed at STAIN. There, I got knowledge, experience and everything. The obstacles always came and came. But, it was not only having obstacles in study, but also having obstacles in intercourse. During at STAIN, I got many advices from the lecturers that conviced me those were for our goodness. Now, I have been fourth semester and will be fifth semester. Hopefully, I can run and finish my study well. Just be sure that whatever the obstacles we can face and cope it. We must remember that life is never flat and only do the best for everyone.

That is a journey in my life right now. Sometimes, I think I am not wise in solving problem. So, during this time I am still studying and learning about everything.

Love Me or My Sister?

WRITTEN by : M. RIJAL SEPTAWAN

Love Me or My Sister?

            Those morning Yui read a novel, and suddenly Yui Jumped up gaiety when she heard the sound of Shanji’s motor cycle, entered her front-yard. Shanji is a friend of Nina, and Nina is Yuis sister She ran to the door and opened the door directly for her prince. Yui liked Shanji so much, cause he was cute, handsome, flexible, humorist, just Yui’s type. But she hided her felt about Shanji. She did not knew that he liked her or not.

“Uh Yui!! you are shoking me out, I guess you are a ghost. How are you today? Is Nina in the house?” Shanji asked when suddenly Yui’s face appeared from the back door. “oh...I am fine, yes, she is! But she is taking a bath, you wanna go with my sister? where?” Yui asked with little jealous.

“Of course honey…! We are going to go to a place, but I am sorry, child have not to know”, Shanji replied in smile. Called ‘honey’ by Shanji, she was so shy, although Yui knew that Shanji liked calling the person’s name ineptly.

“That she is Nina, well, we are go out! Good bye Yui...!”, Shanji said when he saw Nina already waited in the front of the door.

“ Yui...I am going to date, so, bye...” Nina said.

            Yui was jealous increasingly to her sister. Shanji is the Yui’s first love, so she did not willingly if Shanji did not date with her, moreover the rival was her own sister.

Yui was more jealous and irk to their behavior that day by day they are getting closer. Now, almost everyday Shanji carry out and pick up Nina. Everyday he calling and sending message to Nina too, that made Yui very irk, moreover their message look so intimatly, for example when he called “darling” to Nina. And every Shanji called Nina, Nina must quickly escape from Yui, Yui didn’t know what they was hided, but Yui getting annoyed.

            Two days later Yui was fourteen, Yui hope that there was someone give her a gift basket ball, because she want be tall, she had talked Nina and hope that she bought her, sometimes Yui imagined when her birthday coming, Shanji come to invite her to date with him, but she knew that it just imagine. “Oh, that is imposible”, she said while go out from her day dream.

Day by day felt so hard for Yui, she had tried hard to forget and hate about Shanji, but all was in vain, instead she loved Shanji more than before. But finally she was willing if Shanji and Nina had a date.

When she tried to sleep Yui’s handphone rang, that was a sign of incoming message.

“Uh..who the hell is it..? it’s too night, is there no tomorrow?”, Yui grumbled while she took her phone beside her. She got up from asleep when knew who is the sender, with excited she read word by word that was wrote by Shanji.

“Oh God...it is Shanji!", Yui said while she opened inbox in her handphone. “Good night Yui! I can not sleep, please accompany me, can you? You know that we seldom have communication. What are you doing Yui? Do you sleep? Please reply my darling Yui!”. Directly she was so happy when she read the last sentence although she knew that Shanji liked calling the person’s name ineptly. Directly feeling resentful to Shanji was lost.

‘Good night, I can not sleep too, ehm..do you have a date with Nina? You two are harmonious. I support you...but do not ever hurt my sister’, Yui replied like a flash of lightning. Then, message response from Shanji received, with excited Yui opened that message. ‘Oh God..! I have not a date with your sister, there is another girl in my heart, and Nina help me to do approach to this girl. Okay, let’s go to sleep, good night and do not forget to have a dream about me, have a nice dreams Yui!’ Shanji said. Yui so surprised, “Why is he say like that? Why is he did not send message to Nina?”, Yui thought with little surprised and she was so happy because she had messages like that from her prince. But Yui was shock when she knew there was another girl in his heart, but Yui more willing if Shanji has a date with Nina than with another girl. Yui’s expectation was already broke.

            One day later was Yui’s birthday, but she did not care about her birthday. She looked like lost of her passion of life. Her expectation was died, everything have been empty for her. And this morning Shanji sent two message to her just said good morning and asking Yui’s condition, but Yui did not care about his message. Then she turned off her phone while go to her room. Nina was confused with her sister. “What happened with her?”, Nina thought. Although Nina often made Yui feel annoyed. But actually she loved her sister so much.

“What happen with you Yui? Are you okay?”, Nina asked.

“Just never mind”, Yui replied.

“Are you sure? If there are anything you wanna talk to me, please say it!”, Nina said.

“Yes I am sure, I have nothing to say it”, Yui said.

***

“Finally the bad day is pass away, oh Fortune, why is my life so sad? Actually Shanji love me or my sister?”, Yui said in the window of her room. Usually one day before her birthday especially on weekend, she certain could not slept, she felt so happy, she smiled up to another that she meet, imagined about the gift, but this year was so different, cause Yui just had broken heart.

“I hope all of them are forget my birthday, include Shanji, I won’t meet him again”, Yui shouted sadly. The night just passed and Yui already slept without knew what happened on tomorrow.

            Exactly at 00.00 am, Yui’s handphone rang that a sign of a call, by a half of her soul still slept, she tried to reach her phone.

“Ouh.., do you know what time is it? Do you know I try to sleep? Do you have not a clock? Who the hell are you? Do not disturb me!”, Yui rattled angrily.

“Auch..I am so sorry if I disturb you, it is me, Shanji.”, Shanji replied. Yui’s heart like stop beating when she knew the person who she had grumbled was Shanji.

“Owh! Shanji! I am so sorry for grumble you, what is happening?”, Yui answered with regretful.

“I am so sorry too if I disturb you, I have something for you, can you look at the window for a minute?”, his call off. Yui followed and looked at the window there was a paper stucked behind the glass of the window, directly she ran while read the text on the paper ‘Happy birthday Yui, do you like it? Now I want you to go to front park!. By Shanji’. Yui remembered that those day was her birthday, and she did not suppose that Shanji made something to her. Yui run out the room quickly with convinced herself that if was not a dream. She was very happy that night. Her dreams came true. Finally Yui arrived in the back of the door and with excited she started to pull back the handle of the door, and the door was opened slowly, Yui was not calm to look what he did. And finally the door was opened. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUI...! shouted loudly and peace of papers received her. Both Shanji and Nina stood up in front of her with brought a big tart and decorated their garden with some colorful baloon. Yui still unbelief both Shanji and Nina did that thing at the night. Espacially Shanji, Yui very unsurveited that Shanji want to do that thing just for her.

“Happy birthday my dear sister! Do you like it?, I am so sorry if I disturb you”, Nina hugged Yui then she kiss Yui’s cheek.

“I love it so much..! thank you my sister..” said Yui with extremely happy.

“Happy birthday Yui, I am sorry just like it that I give to you. I hope that everything about you will be better than before, do not forget to keep healthy”, said Shanji while he hugged Yui. Yui felt so extremely happy, because she was hugged by her prince, Shanji.

“yes, of course, thank you Shan...it is my best birthday. Thank you so much”, Yui said happily.

Yui blew the fourteen form of candle and cut the first cake for her sister then the second cake for Shanji. And actually Nina gave Yui a novel under the tittle ‘The Da Vinci Code’, that is the novel she likes. And when she opened a gift from Shanji, Yui was very happy, a red basket ball at the box. Directly Yui take it off from the box and then she dribbled.

“Thank you Shanji, where did you know that I want it? Ow...I know...so for certain days you two have a secret for me? Thank you so much Gues...!”, Yui said.

“Nina tell me that you want a basket ball, actually tonight I want to tell you about who is the girl in my heart”, Shanji said. Yui’s heart felt so crowd, she convinced that the girl that mean was Nina, because the only girl except her. She had broked hard, actually that was right what she guess, the birthday that she think was the best birthday became execrable day. She wanted ran away from there.

“ Yui, are you okay?”, Shanji said while he look Yui keep silent.

“oh, never mind, I am okay. Who is your belove girl? I am sure that girl very lucky”, Yui said while tried arrest cried.

“Yui, actually the girl in my heart......”, he had not to finished his utterance.

“Isn’t Nina? Congratulation for you two Shan and Nina, you are a matching couple”, Yui said while she ran away from that place. She ran away from there, she did not want they knew that she cried, but both Shanji and Nina ran after Yui and finally he reach her hand.

“Yui, you are wrong, that girl that he mean is not me”, Nina said.

“Yui..the girl that always I love is you..!”, Shanji shouthed.

            Yui felt like attacked by thunder. She was confused, she still unbelief about what she heard. But in the other side, she was so happy.

“Yui!”, Shanji folded back Yui’s body, “Look! you are the girl in my heart, just you, I love you fo long ago, just always you in my heart, but I bury my feel about you, I am sorry about that, now I ask you, do you wanna be my Love?”, said Shanji. She still unbelief about it, but in her mind, he wanted to answer “yes I do” but she still doubt, because knew that Shanji liked joke.

“Shan, are you serious?”, Yui asked.

“Yes, of course Yui, I am serious, I know that I often make a joke but I am so serious for this”, Shanji answered.

“hhmmm...Actually... I love you too for long time ago, Shanji. So, yes, I wanna be your Love.” Yui replaid happily. Then I hugged Shanji with relief. Her dreams came true, Shanji invite her to date with him when Yui had a birthday.

“Cieee....congratulation for you two. Yui, do not be misunderstand before. Up till now, I help Shanji to approach to you. And I go out just to buy that ball. And now I am happy for you two”, Nina said happily.

“Yes I know Nina, just I am Sorry if I had jealous to you, and I hate you before this, but now I know that I was wrong. I love you so much, Nina”, Yui said.

“I LOVE YOU TWO”, Yui shouted.

The night pass more and more when they hugged, and Yui’s utterance “Love me or my sister?”, that was wrong. Congratulation for you Yui!.

THE END

Love Become A Magic

LOVE BECAME A MAGIC

BY : LUTFIANA DEWI K.N

Simple life and attractive appearance, is the dream of all people, including me, but I'm lucky. I was born a family environment that can be said to be more than enough, my appearance is not too bad, at least a lot of girls like me. In the lesson I'm also not too stupid, at least there is never a red value in the book value. I was able to exercise some control, especially basketball, many basketball championships that I won. So my friends say I'm the luckiest boy with all the advantages that I have.

But they were wrong, and the intelligence behind all the advantages that I have there is a thing unknown to them the disease of brain cancer has been pouting intelligence today. Since doctors diagnosed with a disease that is torturing me, everything I have if it does not mean anything. Wealth, intelligence, attractive appearance all seemed in vain; even I will no longer play basketball that has become my passion.

" Yudha .... What are you doing in bedroom....????? "Mother's voice woke my long reveries of the bed.

" Mother would have forced me to take it" said Yudha in the liver.

Yudha rush into a blanket to cover her entire body and pretend to sleep to avoid her mother will be forced to take medication. But this time she could not be deceived, his mother began to memorize the current hour Yudha trickery to take medication to arrive.

" Come on up ..... mother know you're only pretending to be" the mother said as she pulled the covers yudha

" The medicine was yudha maternal drinking...." Yudha sleepy mom, perhaps the effect of the drug was "the origin yudha.

" If you want to lie at the mother's a smart little .... This amount of drug still remains " hurry up.... After that just go back to sleep ... "said the mother yudha.

" Huftttt ....... yes ... yes ... my mother is a beautiful .... "

Actually, I realized that I was suffering with this disease, but medication is that I hate, not because of the bitterness but I think it will run out any drug, will not be able to restore my health as it once was. My doctor has been sentenced to a four-stage brain cancer and the doctor also told me that my life is not more than six months. It made ​​me very upset, every time remembering those words, my body weak, my mind freezes, legs stiff, only death has always haunted me. Sometimes scared, hated and I want an immediate end to this suffering. But I realized that my parents really loved me, with all his efforts. They patiently to find a drug for me, with me every month for chemotherapy even though he was busy with his work.

***

Three months have passed I started to get bored with chemotherapy because the disease is not getting better, but worse. I'm getting lazy to go to school, I'm afraid there will be a friends who knows my disease and left me. When viewing the changes in myself, I no longer looking like the first, the first hair neatly trimmed, hair that always follow the model of Korean artists. Now, thin, little by little my hair started falling out, effects of the chemotherapy. I remain grateful for what was happening to me, but this little heart was always rebelling. "What have I done?" .... so I had to endure an extremely bitter. Only parents who became my motivation to live every day, but sometimes they are also tired of this disease that I suffered.

***

This morning, I ventured to go to school after one week I was cooped up at home. I hope my friends will not ask many questions about my situation at this time.

" Yudha .... Where are a week does not go to school?? The question was suddenly started

" A .... a .... a .... I was out of town there is a marriage of my brother, so I had to stay there for a week "said yudha origin.

" Oooo .... I think you're sick?? said siska

" No,,,, I'm in good health .... I used it to class?? Said yudha

With the fast pace yudha to his classroom to avoid earlier. Her heart skipped a beat when he began to enter the classroom at the east. The atmosphere was rowdy class fell silent since his arrival. He tried to ignore the situation, he headed up the rear seat in its class and sat down beside her classmates Billy the quietest also close friends. Because he knew Billy would not wonder about my situation. Billy lucky to convince his friends that they believe if he really was out of town rather than pain. But it seems they suspected I was wearing a hat, because I rarely wear a hat.

" Ahhhhhh .... Maybe it's just my imagination, they ignore the evidence as to overlook it "I said to myself

But just as the proverb, as smart we keep the carcass (secret) will surely smell as well. Although Yudha hides his illness from his friends, eventually, his friends will know about it and sure enough when Billy came home a yudha, accidentally yudha housekeeper told me about the situation now, billy was very surprised to hear that story yudha maid, Since then Billy has never talked to yudha pertaining to the disease.

***

Five months have passed the initial chemotherapy once a month only now turned into once a week, this is really torture, but I've always been patient with this situation, I live my activities as a healthy person. I do not want to look weak in front of my parents and my friends, like today of the week I practice basketball with the power of what it is. I'm still practicing to dribble despite this head felt heavy, breathing is starting to breath, I realized that my game is not as good as the first. Repeatedly tried to put the ball into the ring but still it fails.

" Aaarghh ..... the damn ball, why it is difficult really put the ball into the ring "said yudha upset

Without him knowing that he throw the ball was rolling towards the door of the field, all of a suddenly comes a girl with hair tied up, high petite body was dribbling and insert ball into the ring, yudha surprised to see it.

" Hiiii ..... Who are you??? Who told you put that ball?? yudha asked in a tone of harsh

"You do not need to know who I am, obviously I already know you, how are now friends," replied the girl

" My condition ....????? What you mean.....???????

" Yes it was good do it or sick?? the girl said

" Why did I?? Yudha said pretended not to know

“ Do not pretend stupid, I already knew about you from your mother ". the girl said

Do not have the drawback that as a very scary ghost that you dropped, prove that you can like them-they "the girl said as she left the yudha

" I mean what the hell was that girl?? Yudha said to myself

Since the meeting with an unknown girl, the yudha often recall the words ever said by a girl it, in liver yudha always wondered.

***

One day yudha got a message from an unknown number, the contents of the "Be a man of passion in life" every day yudha always get a message like that, finally yudha took the initiative to find out who was always sending the message, day in and day out an unknown number and I found, it turns out that it has a number of girl who long ago met yudha.  Girl named rima, she lived near the house yudha five months ago, she was known about the circumstances of his mother who happened to be near her mother's best friend rima. Rima messages are sent every day  to yudha, was motivated to change the situation becomes better, which used to be lazy yudha with chemotherapy is now his enthusiasm for chemotherapy every single week that has been recommended by the doctor, it's because the motivation of the rima that never cease to yudha encouraged.

Yudha slow sea life began to change, now he began to frequent chemotherapy and medication to follow suit what the doctor ordered. He was convicted even though aware that his life will not last long. Correspondingly, yudha closer to rima, yudha began to feel the vibration of love and began to open with a rima, what happened to him he told the rima, over time they were both no sense to have, until graduating high school he was still with, and both go to college with the same university, but a different department yudha majored in information technology and communications while the rima is majoring in accounting, but their love never faded even though they rarely met. At least once a week they can still be met. Even though they were boarding a little way, she understood each other and trusts each other.

***

" Morning darling, I'll take you to the campus?? Message from yudha

" Morning, rather than later you have no class?? Reply rima

" Yeah, but I just want to take you, it's okay right? said yudha

" Yes, no problem, darling". words rima

rima went to college together yudha. After delivering rima, yudha stop by the bookstore, there yudha met his old friend Billy, they talked.

" Hello .... Yud, how are you?? Billy, patting backs yudha

" Praise the good, what about me?? Answer yudha shock

" Yes I like that you see. Reply billy

" Ohhhhhh…… yeah, you know how your college, embarked???? ask billy

" I have no college Yud, now I'm working at this bookstore. Billy replied sadly

" Ohhhwww…….. sorry Bil, I'm not offending you, What is it with you????? said yudha

Billy told about his family from yudha. Yudha very sad to hear that billy family when this experiencing difficulties. Yudha offer billy  to join his with father's work. But Billy did not  want to busy yudha family.

***

Four years have passed the situation is getting better yudha. Chemotherapy started doing a little routine he was able to restore the situation. Yudha see that such circumstances parents are very happy, plus age yudha mature enough for marriage, his parents asked yudha for an immediate end to the bachelor. Yudha chose to rima become his wife because of rima that have been loved for five years.

***

One month later yudha apply to rima become his life companion rima, she was accepted with pleasure. Both sides met to discuss the marriage of her children (yudha and rima). And finally agreed on marriage held while accidentally with the birthday yudha twenty-five years.

One week before the their wedding, yudha disease relapse and require him to be hospitalized.

" Hikz ... hikz .... why like this??

"Oohhhh god If you love can not return to me in this life, surely would love to unite us in the life to come". Rima said while crying

yudha a month long sleep, during which rima is always faithful to accompany him. Although, she are very upset and sad but it she remain patient and optimistic that it will heal her lover.

" Darling .... yudha said holding the hand of rima

" you already aware?? Rima words confused and shocked

" Yeah ... too bad I already aware". whispered yudha

" I miss you, darling ". Yudha hugging

“ I miss you too”. Said Rima

" Do not cry darling, I promise not to leave. said yudha

Yudha finally awoke from a long hibernation. Rima was the first person he saw. His face was so sad. Knowing this, his heart was touched and he promised to heal and remove all the sadness in her lover's face.

***

Two weeks after his health improved, continued implementation of their marriage. They all look so happy. All of his friends attended the wedding. Yudha life feels complete with a wife who is so dear and faithful to her because she is like a magic that is able to evoke the spirit of his life.

Already one year yudha household there is never a problem they keep each other, therefore the household is very harmonious and romantic plus the presence of their children. That's the beauty of love, Love is the only freedom in the world because love can not change the trip, All God's grace is so beautiful and perfect. Disease is not a shortage or a scary thing if someone has the patience and effort to recover, like true love that will not come just like that, but many processes that must be passed along, suffering, crying, and laughing together. So also for high fidelity was able to evoke the spirit of a person's life. All because the power of love.

THE END