Life is Drama

THE FIRST FALLING IN LOVE

It’s time for coming back to school. Hellen start having breakfast,she was happy because she was going to have new school,  SMART school. Smart school was favorite school in her city,Bekasi. need much struggle to study there. She went to school by bicycle happily. About 10 minutes she came to her school, she was wonder the school was very big and luxorious. She walked to entire her new school lonely.  Accidently, she collided the handsome boy bringing es cream . The boy just smiled at her, hellen was speechless look at his smile ,she felt nervous immediately. “hello...girl?” the handsome boy say firstly. “oh...oh... yes emmm..yes ” Hellen felt difficult for making words . “Are you Okay” he asked to her . “yes I’m Okay !” she answered her asking and run away. The handsome boy called Erick smiled and shook his head for wondering her.

“for new students, let’s gather to school yard !” the hadmaster called Mr.James shouted for announcing the students. All of the new students gathered in school yard for participating the opening of orientation ceremony. They joined to the ceremony solemnly. The headmaster gave chance to the senior for giving orientation to new students. Firstly , the senior asked to the junior for running in school yard 3 times. While running ,hellen met new friend named sisca .  “ hurry up, stupid. Dont talking alone !” the cruel senior called Jessica shouted at them . Hellen and sisca smiled at her and run fastly. After running the junior students asked by senior students for making group randomly. Accidently Hellen ,Sisca and Erick were same group named “LOVE GROUP”. Erick shook his hand to hellen “ hay girl , we meet again” Hellen was starting become nervous again “ yup.. Nice to meet you... what..... what is your name ?“ hellen was dying to ask the name of handsome boy. Before mentioning his name Sisca comes to them “ Hey, what are you doing?” ,“ do you know Erick before,Hellen ?” Siska said. “Em.......”  Hellen was thinking. “ Erick, she is Hellen and Hellen,he is erick “ siska cut hellen saying.  They talked for a while until they were permitted to go home.

A week later....

The orientation was closed supprisingly by the headmaster. The junior high school started to study in their class . Hellen and Sisca became classmate in A class. The were very close.Erick was the student of H class.After knowing erick ,Hellen felt confused with herself. She always day dreams ,laughedat her self,confused etc. That was so strange for her. “is it falling in love?” She always asked to her self, moreover she also asked to her cat named George . “ hey, George? What is going on? why am I so nervous?” she always asked to George. She always tried to ask toward Allah while she is praying . “ Oh..Allah what feeling is it?”. She thought again and over again. Until she knew that was falling in love after sisca giving her guessing. Recently Hellen had a unusual habit. She always pased at erick’s class everyday for looking his face. But when erick knew her , she always run away. She felt ashamed.

HELLEN AND ERICK BECAME CLOSE FRIEND

Hellen decided to join in scout for being busy ,because sometimes she hated the feeling of falling in love. On Saturday afternoon she came to hall of her school for joining first scout meeting. The senior made a group to the junior scout to. Hellen was shocked for looking eric in her group “Hi,Hellen... you also join in this extra curricular” Eric accosted her “ Hellen said “Hey ..yap... we are in same group”.

After becoming one group of scout Hellen and Erick were close friend. They always together . Erik often shared to hellen everything ,he didn’t know that hellen love him and hellen never showed her feeling, be closer with him was enough to make her happy. They waste the time for joining scout, swimming,study group etc. They became a true friendship.

THE FIRST BROKEN HEART

Not only Erick but also sisca was the hellen’s close friend. Sisca was hellen’s classmate. One day when Erick and hellen was sitting in town square ,Erick wanted to say something to hellen . “Hellen, I want to ask you about something” Hellen wondered and said “ Yes, what about?” He asked “ have you ever felt falling in love? I felt it now hellen” . Hellen felt her heart was beating fastly . “Falling in love..? I love......” .Erick cut her words “I’m falling in love at this time hellen..this feeling is driving crazy, I’m falling in love !” . Hellen looked at the eric face , He looked so happy. Hellen guessed that the girl was her ,because the girl becoming close was her. Hellen started for asking him “Erick, who is the girl who you loved?” . Erick took her hand and look at hellen’s eyes “ Do you know the girl is ?” He smiled at Hellen . “ I don’t know rick, who is she ?” . Erick started for confessing his feeling “ I love sisca ,do you know how big I love her ? it is like a big of those mountain” he said it and pointed to the mountain .

Hellen was shocked, she had never felt that feeling before. Her heart was like cut by knife. She wanted to cry,but she didn’t cry because she still could look the boy smiling and laughing beside her. Erick was happy, he shared everything about Sisca to her. Hellen could’t bear her feeling and said to him “Erick, I want to go home, I have to do my homework” .Erick said “ Hey,what is it ?Your tears are falling down from your eyes ”. “Nothing, that was only something trouble in my eyes,bye for now rick” she run away and absolutely it made Erick wondering.

She run faraway from erick site, she didn’t know where she had to run until that was raining. And she stood up among the trees and the tears was falling down from her eyes. She felt the first broken heart. She shouted loudly “Oh God....I hate my self....I hate this feeling !” . Then she went to home and continued her crying in the bedroom. This broken heart made her sick for a week.

DYING FOR HIDING HELLEN’S FEELING

After having sick Hellen came back to school, She tried to concentrate in her study. “everthing gonna be OK,hellen” she said to herself. While resting time Erick came to her class “Hay,hellen how day? Are you Okay?” He asked her caressingly. “ I’m positive okay erick” She tried to smile. Erick asked to hellen for accompanying him to the townsqure and Hellen agreed it.

After having class Hellen and Erick go wet to Townsquare . “ I don’t meet you too long,hellen . I do miss you” erick started for talking. “So do I ,erick  it just some trouble in my body which made me sick” . “Hellen,may I share something, i’m afraid” He said. “Yup, with plesure Erick,what about?”. Then Erick told to Hellen that He was afraid of his feeling to approach Sisca and He asked to Hellen for reaching siska. Hellen tried to smile and promised to help him ,the boy who he loved.

SISCA BECAME ERIC’S GIRL FRIEND

After aggreing, Hellen helped Erick for confessing his feeing.

On day ,the scout of their school tend camping on the mountain. Hellen and Eric had planned for confession night. exactly at night when they joined to bonfire. For each group had to show certain performance. Accidently Eric,Hellen and sisca were the same group. Their perform was singing by Eric. Eric sang the romantic song. While He was singing He gave the flower to Sisca who was beide Hellen . And Eric stated about his feeling all the students clapped their hand and shouted “Accept him...accept him...accept him..” Sisca cried for her happines and accepted Erick. So did Hellen ,She also cried both for happiness beacuse She could see him kept laughing and Sad for her broken heart. Eric hugged Hellen and Sisca as his happiness.

HELLEN‘S SUFFERING

After camping Eric and Sisca became a romantic couple ,they were always together everywere and absolutely it made Hellen fall a part n so painful . Hellen felt faraway from them. This suffering made her study was  mess. She didn’t get best score in her class anymore. Her parents gave Her suggestion “ Never be sad my lovely daughter , Allah has made a scenario for our life” . She tried over again for coping her suffering.

SISCA HAD AN AFFAIR

One week later, bad romance had been came to Eric.One day Eric went to school without her girl friend,Sisca. Because Sisca said to him that she had to finish her homework in the school early. Then Eric picked up Hellen for going to school. While they passed at hall they saw Sisca with rony were talking behind the hall. They peeped then Rony said to Sisca “  my girl... I will say something to you” “what about,honey?” . “ I do love you more than you know ,beib ”. Sisca said “ hahaha~ So do I , I love you more than anyone”. Then they go away from hall. Eric and Hellen were shocked. Eric fell sad immediately, Hellen took his hand and asked him to go to his class and said “ Calm down dude, You must concantrate with your chemistry examination, don’t be sad” , Erick entered to his class sadly. Hellen was also sad with his condition because that’s the time of examination.But Hellen keep concentrating with her examination because She was always tried to be strong with everything. After finishing the examination the students allowed for going home. Hellen was afraid of eric,she went to his class, and She saw Eric sat at the corner of his class morosely. Hellen came closer and said “ Ric, is it time to go home ,right?” Erick kept silent. “Erick,please don’t be sad ,you are boy and you have to be.....” Suddenly Sisca came to them “ Hey, Erick what about your examination?” . Erick was stood up and took Hellen’s Hand Then went out for leaving her. Sisca just kept silent, may be She knew that Eric has caughth her relathionsip with Rony. She went away too. Then Erick asked to Hellen for accompanying him at the park ,the usual place they were together when they become closer before Erick has been Sisca’s boy friend.  Erick was seeing the river at the river and keeping silent. Hellen was confused of him. She started her talking “ Erick,please move on...” Erick said “everything is worst len, it’s my first broken heart. I never suspect it will be terrible like this”. “I know what you feel because I has ever felt broken heart”.

“ it’s so hurt len, I can do everything, I couldn’t answer the chemistry examination at all, she shattered anything, I HATE SISCA !” . Hellen saw his condition and she promised to help him and always beside him as his friendship

HELLEN AND ERICK BECAME CLOSE  FRIEND

After being broken heart erick and Hellen became closer friend again. They spent the time for studying and had useful activities together. They joined scout,swimming and sains group instead of they dedicated by their headmaster to follow the International Sains Championship . They had to make mini robot and then sent to the committee of international Sains Championship.They always studied and readbook together after having school and never gave up for making the best robot they would make. After submitting robot in USA and waiting for 3 weeks finally they got 3rd winner for 24 countries. That was the first time Indonesia got the good rank in making robot. They were very happy with their achievement and all of the teacher were proud of them . They also sent to join national jamboree in Jakarta. Erick said “ Hellen ,thanks. You raise me up !” Hellen said “ So do I rick, I’m nothing without you ”. They kept struggling for reaching both academic and non academic.

HELLEN AND ERICK BECAME A COUPLE OF SWEETHEART

About 2 years they spent the time together both crying and smiling . Now they were 3rd class of senior high school. They had to prepare the national examination, the examination. Hellen and Erick joined to extension course named Piramida for concentrating their examination. After having class they went to the Piramida then they studied together at night in the hellen’s house. They had to study hard because the national examination will be complicated by having different question for each student.

As their closeness Erick started loving Hellen. He has forgotten his memories with Sisca . He has moved on from his pain. And the result He realized that he did love hellen.He started confessing his feeling while Hellen was with him in park after having extension course. “ Hellen, look at the flower.do you know what flower is it” he pointed the flower around the park . “hahaha...are you kidding erick?that is rose” she answered to be all smile. “ I didn’t ask you what name is but I asked you to give meaning what is rose means?” He asked seriously “pardon me, I don’t know what you mean? Rose is......” . Erick said “ Rose means LOVE”. Hellen wa confused with him. They kept silent for a while, hellen’s mind asked around with herself and Erick was confused how to confess her feeling to her. Confessing his feeling to Sisca was easier than confessing to hellen. Because Erick didn’t want to shatter their friendship and afraid of making her didnt concentate with her national examination as his confessing. “Hellen,  I want to say something” he started talking “ Hey,what about erick?what’s going on? you look so nervous”. “ I love you,hellen” erick said and blamed himself for being stupid as didn’t say something before he showed this words. Hellen was shocked and she laughed “hahaha...I love you too,erick. If I didn’t love you I wouldn’t accompanying you everywere and everywhen,thanks for this friendship erick that’s the best gift I got ”. Erick started being confused how he began his confession so he kept silent again and thought hardly. “Hey,rick what’s going on ? you look like a dumb” hellen tried to talk again “ Hellen listen to me , I love you more than as a close friend, I love you as my feeling ,my feeling of love I can’t bear say it”. Hellen asked around “ are you kidding? What’s going on? how come? Is it real?”. Erick answered surely “ it is real, I realized that I love you since 1 years ago, But I can’t live a lie anymore I have to say it now, I do love you. Will you accept me as your boy’s friend hellen?”. Hellen said “Erick, do you know about my secret?, I love you more than you know you are my first love and my first broken heart. It was started by crushing you and the first sight I love you and I felt a girl with a broken heart when you confessed that you loved Sisca, you are the first boy made me cry because of love. I love you early rick” finnaly they confessed their feeling which they hid for a long time each other Then they became the couple of boy-girl friend. They spent their time not only for getting steady but also studying . They also joined to a study club named the winner which consist of six member . They were Bima,Desy,Boby,Oky,Hellen and erick. They always tried out to do final examination together ,prayed together,went to Piramida together and studied together at night. Hellen and Eric were happy with their relationshipbecause they kept concentrating to their study. But Hellen and sisca became faraway because Sisca blamed Hellen that She arrogated Erick from sisca but Erick ensure that Hellen never meant it. Eric didn’t care about Sisca and He strengthened Hellen for not caring with Sisca’s statement.

NATIONAL EXAMINATION WAS HELD

National examination was held for 4 days. Hellen was in bad condition. She was getting sick but she forced herself to keep joining national examination. The examination was different with her beyond belief there was dishonest in doing test. Hellen’s friend was gotten the right answer of national before starting examination. Hellen strengthened herself that she would do the test well by herself. Some of her friends cheated her answer but Hellen couldn’t cheat it. She didn’t cheating, and She sat in front of examination keeper so she did nothing and She couldn’t concentrate as her sick. In contrast Erick , Erick did his test well . He did concentrate it. After having national examination the students was given 2 weeks for remaining the result of examination. Hellen felt so sad with her struggle to do test, because the result of test determined the best collage. Erick was dying to amusing her. She looked depressed until the time of informing the result of national examination came she was crying because the She thought that  result was bad . It was not desirable. She was crying loudly in the school ,Erick,Bima,Desy,Oky tried to make her calm down but it was useless. She was fainted in front of headmaster office. All of the teacher suggested her after being aware “ don’t despair and never lose hope , you national examination is not terrible. That was not everything for reaching your goal” they said. Hellen kept crying, Erick was confused and He ask her to go home. Hellen was crying , her parents was not angry with her. They kept amusing her and asked her to continue her study to Islamic university of Jakarta. This university didn’t need the good score of national examination because it needed a certain test for being students there. Hellen felt better although she wanted to study in Diamond university like Erick.

ERICK HAD AN AFFAIR

After getting depression , Hellen rarely met with the member of the winner and also Erick. Because she chose to be alone in the house. May be she had to calm down herself. But the terrible day came her started the sisca’s coming in the morning to her home. Now Sisca was Boby’s girl friend,the one of member the winner. Sisca told that Erick kissed Desy in front of all the member of the winner, Desy was also the member of the winner. Hellen believed her immediately because recently Erick never texted and visited her. Eric has ever texted her once but with angry and strange. After knowing it Hellen texted Boby,Desy,Erick,Bima and Oky “dont you have any heart?, why did you keep silent with it all?” But none replied her text except Bima . Bima who loved Hellen a long time ago replied “ I’m so sorry sista, I don’t know how to start telling it to you. I don’t have the heart to make you cry anymore”. Hellen cried while tried to call Erick then Erick replied her calling “ hallo ...?” He said it without having wrong. “ Are you satisfied of breaking my heart?” hellen said it and cried. “ Yes, I’m satisfied and now we were seperated “ He said and closed his calling. Hellen was broken heart and felt depresed. She never suspected that her life would mess like that. She fell in frustration both love and life. She cried on her mother’s arm and her mother tried to amuse her by giving book entitled “ Allah has wonderful script”. “ go to mosque , pray and share your sadness toward Allah then read this book, your life is not enough now, you still have a future, be patient and always be patient my love”. Hellen’s mother said it and let her alone. Hellen obeyed her suggesstion, she went to mosque sincerely and prayed to Allah. He decided to face it all. After praying She read her mother’s book stated the wise word which made her raise up was “ MAN PORPOSE BUT ALLAH DISPOSES, ALLAH HAS A BEST SCRIPT FOR OUR LIFE”. She felt better and she always remember about it . “ My spirit will never down” she said to herself.

NEW UNIVERSITY

Finally Hellen decided to study in islamic university of Indonesia in Jakarta. Although she was little dissapointed She promised to herself that she will focused to her study. She chose law departement . no her Senior High School friends studied there. She started wearing veil. She look like beautiful. And she joined to islamic member and traditional self defence arts for being busy and wasted useful time. Her parents acquiesced to move thir home in Jakarta for keeping her. So hellen kept living with her famiy. She felt in peace in her University because her friends was religious. She has five friends named Nia,Rosy,Selly,Rocky and Andi. They were always together. Studied,prayed,read holy qur’an,hang out together. One story came to her , when She went to national library She met Bima . Bima smiled at her and said “ you look so beatiful,Hellen. Almost I don’t know who you are”  hellen replied “ you are really something ,bima” . Then they told everything they passed while they didn’t met . Bima studied in Indonesia University in doctor departement and So did Erick. He amazedwith Hellen, and it made him more loving than before. He invite Hellen to go to Ancol weekend for refreshing and Hellen agreed his asking.

On weekend Hellen and Bima went to ancol, they were happy of playing game . When They dinner at restaurant Bima asked her “ Hellen, still do you love Erick?” . Hellen kept silent and refrained from crying. “ I don’t knwo bima, I always tried to forget him and my pain”. Bima smiled at her “ Hellen,May I Heal your pain?”. Hellen was shocked “ what do you mean ?” “ I still love you since 3years ago Hellen, everything couldn’t change in my feeling”. Hellen was confused of him, She said that She couldn’t answer at that time and permit to Bima that She need more time to focus in love. Bima did see her condition , He never forced her and promised will be with her No matter she would accept or not. Every Saturday they went to National library for filling up weekend. Hellen felt in peace when Bima asked him to pray in the istiqal mosque and led their prayer. They also shared about their study and gave advise or motivated for each other.

BIMA AND HELLEN’S LOVE STORY

After being together about one year , Bima asked Hellen to be his boy’s friend. He promised to heal her from her broken heart with  Erick. Hellen tried to accept him because She knew how kind Bima was. Bima also promised to her mother for marrying him ten years later and her mother said that just took care of her daughter, because marriage patner depends on Allah. Bima tried to be acquinted with her family . although hellen and Bima were in same city they rarely met each other because their activities, both of them are activist. They texted just once a week and met once a moon. But they kept trusting each other and never had an affair. They focused to their goal.

Their relationship have been running for 3 years ,but there was complication. One day , Bima visited Hellen in her house morosely. Hellen was confused of his visiting because He didn’t text her before that. He said “ Hellen, I want to say something to you”. “What about,Bim?” . “I......I.....I....?” He got difficult for making sentences. “ you....hey,what’s going on?” She asked gretly amazed. “Ok, I love you hellen. But I have to choose two hardest choice, the first choice is mine and the second choice belongs to my father’s......I...” He started being confused. “ pardon..wait.. I don’t get your point ,what do you mean? Two hardest choice? What are meant by?” she asked repeatedly. He took his breath deeply “let me tell something , a week ago my father told to me that I was matched with the daughter of his best friend since I was Ten year, he said that his friend have helped my family so much , my father wanted me to requite his friend.I’m so sorry I couldn’t refuse his request may be it’s the worst word ever I said, let’s be a friend not boy and girl’s friend anymore, I’m so sorry” he confessed it while crying. Hellen just kept silent, She couldn’t say anything for a while. She respected his decision and said “ Bima, never be sad . I won’t angry with you even I proud of you decision because I have ever heard the hadist that your parent’s permission is Allah permission and your parent’s ruthlessness is Allah ruthlessness , That means you have made the best decision” Hellen tried to smile at him. But Bima keep crying for a while until his father called him by telephone and asked him for going to home. He shook his hand with hellen’s parents and  kissed their hand with crying then went to home. Hellen did nothing she sat and gwaped . Her mother asked her “ what’s going on ,hellen?” . “Bima was matched with the daughter of heis father’s friend mom” she answered sadly and entered to the bedroom. Then she was crying , She tried to not cry in front of him, but this time she couldn’t bear to cry. She realized that She couldn’t blame anyone especially Bima because that was not his will. She was broken twice but that was so complicated She fell in dilemma whether let him go or keep staying with him. She was so sad when Bima texted her “I’m so sorry for everything Hellen, I become betrayer I do nothing with my promise, I have to respect with my parents, but I still love you, don’t leave me, honestly I hurt myself by hurting you” . Hellen didn’t reply his texting she was very confused. She went to mosque and did istikharah prayer for making decision. But God still didn’t give her the answer.

  After being terrible story love Hellen and Bima were lost contact because Bima’s father forbid him to contact with her. They felt so sad but that was life and that was destiny.

REACHING THE GOAL

Hellen and Bima fell apart for 2 years until they graduated from university. They were still lost contact .After seperating with Bima She did focuse to her study without thinking about love . She was sincere it all and surrender toward God about her love with Bima. She study hard in her university and the result She became the best student in her departement when graduation ceremony. Suprisingly she was dedicated as asistant of familiar lawyer in Jakarta. She was proud with her achievement. So did Bima , Bima also was Best students in his university. He dedicated as assistant doctor in the best hospital in Jakarta. They made their parents were proud.

Now they were twenty three old , Hellen was still single. She was afraid for being broken heart again . She gave over everything toward Allah and focused to his career. And Bima was busy with his career too. They didn’t met anymore after breaking. Because Hellen’s home moved to Jakarta Centre.

ALLAH HAS THE BEST SCENARIO

 In the morning on Sunday , Hellen was called by her boss. Her boss said that She had to come in the court for 10 minutes because there was trouble condition. Hellen was confused because the distance between her house and the court was 50 km, that was impossible for reaching there. But She had to say “yes”  to her boss because they didn’t want to made She feel dissapointed. She drove her car superbly fast. Until He didn’t know that the Bus almost crushed her car unfortunately She got overbalance of her car then banged up to the big tree and She shot away from her car . Many people was crowding around her and Brought her to nearest hospital.

He got bleeding superbly and doctor Saved her soon for transfering blood. Her parents was afraid of her. Because She was unconsious immediately. The doctor said that he got comma for a while . They have gave the best helping, But She was unconsicous.

Finnaly two weeks after being consicous. While  Hellen started opening her eyes and She saw her family closed at her and crying around her, the doctor who always kept in her asked “ Hello,what do you feel miss?”. Hellen felt that the doctor’s voice was not strange to her. She looked at him and she was schoked the doctor was Bima. Bima smiled at him and examined her condition. “ You look better, and keep staying here with any teraphy you need miss”. Hellen smiled of their meeting.

Then hellen was taken care by Bima in the hospital, and Bima told everything to her that a month ago Sari , the daughter of his father’s friend was dead in accident whereas Bima and sari would hold wedding this month. “ I was shocked about it hellen,but that’s my destiny” he said. Bima decided to marry Hellen after She got better. His father gave him chance for finding his wife and never forced him again for marrying someone  he didn’t love.

Finnaly Hellen was coming through. Bima didn’t want to waste the time He visited her home and proposed marrige to her directly. Their parents did Agree them and then They got Married and become the romantic                  couple.Hellen never thought that her life got better. She never forgot her mother said ” Allah has the best scenario” she remember when she was depressed over again , evrthing She tried was nothing, But Allah proposed it.

Life is drama ,Allah as play director, people as artist who have to keep struggling for playing the drama because in drama both bad or good, Antagonist and protagonist, sadness and happiness were absolutely will come to us

By : Harir Zumrotul Masruroh